*RAQUEL*’s blog

I find that I am losing contact with some of my friends. I do not know what seem to be the main culprit to it. Or there is no culprit but mainly the lost of interest in maintaining this friendship? I frequently asked myself whether am I the one who do not take enough initiative. But, I have done my part, contacting them thru e-mails, sms or even friendster message.

Unfortunately, not all of them reciprocate.I feel despair that not all of them are true to me.Just simply "short-term acquaintance". Sad it may seem, but I now realized that I won’t cry over it nor I won’t be so hard up for their replies.

I only will, yes, i ONLY will treasure those who cares for me. And you know who you really are.Thanks for being there for me thru thick and thin.Thru good times and bad times.

>>> Coming from an average income family, splurging for expensive things do not come often, at least for me!!

But, I have spent at this big sum of RM 535.00 today, to be rolling  (gazing, gliding & bumping) up and down on the road, rolling across pot-holes and cow-dungs. Boy, there goes my hard earn money ( when you squeeze the cash, you’ll get a mixture of sweat, blood and tears!!)

I have never spent so much of my own money ever in my whole entire 19 years of life. Never have I make any purchase that is that valuable ( I think ). I guess when my friends ask what is my most prized possession would be, instead of saying " it’s my GUCCI sunnies , Levi’s Jeans, COACH bags or SonyEriccson W-Models phone", I would tell them..

"Oh, It’s my 4 SIME TYREs!! " Damn!!

Feeling very heartache at this very moment, anyone knows how to cure this "illness" of mine?? But, let me tell you one most effective cure to this, just simply credict my account with RM 550, I’d be more than happy and energetic!!! Lols..

*~ being here to blog is a blessing , may everyone is well-blessed with  abundance of love and happiness ~*

Hey hey, I’m so happy.Will be starting my work (again!) tomorrow. I never knew that staying at home just for few days can bore me so much! Most of my friends are too busy working and the remaining few are always busy.Can hardly find the right time to meet for drinks!! People, where are you?? Have you not remember Cheng’s existence ???  *gosh!* sobs* Guess,the next time to you see me,you can sniff the scent of "workaholic" in me…lol..

Working for another month and will see how thing goes.If i still find boredom at home, will continue to raise fund for my uni! (sounds like a goody-girl!) lol..

My CNY wasn’t as bad as I have expected.Things went OK as the days passes.I got the chance to meet up with most of my family members, collect angpaos  ( 5days more..)and meet with few of my friends.Yesterday I was out the whole day with my friend.Having so much to catch up and laugh about, I just wished that we have more time.

Baby,I miss you so much!! I kinda feel lonely staying at home. Feeling restless too ; as my eye is a bit swollen.It was worse the other days.

Dear all ,

Wishing all my friends a very happy and prosperous Chinese new year..May you be blessed with abundance of good luck , prosperity , lots of love and happiness throughout the year (and years to come..)

CNY this year for me is celebrated pretty simple and easy way.No fancy decorations ,  no fancy restaurants feast and definitely lesser CNY visiting. I don’t really care much about the food , as I don’t like to clean after cooking..lols..

I wish I could be with my baby all the time.Missing him like crazy now..SO SO much!!!

Hope everyone enjoys your new year with family and friends..

TTFN!

5..4..3..2..1..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007 !!!

Happy New year my dear friends, I hope you peeps had fun yesterday. I sure had so much fun yesterday!!!

Ushering the brand new year with my loved one and friends = AWESOME!!!

The 10minutes long fireworks at 1Utama were beautiful and spectacular.With my baby hugging me throughout the night is like the icing on the cake.Few local and foreign singers serenaded some love songs that made us feel so much in the mode of love..

It pays for the wonderful night though, where we were caught in the jam for few hours!! But, everyone was in the mood for new year and partying, situation wasn’t that bad after all..Missing my baby at this moment I’m typing this.Thanks for celebrating the wonderful night with me,Thanks to the love-birds that was with us as well.Thanks =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS to everyone reading this..Felice Navidad to all ~~

Christmas for me is as per normal, nothing special nor merry, just another ordinary monday…"just another manic monday.." lols

Life for me now is pretty hectic ever since the end of my exam. Started work and I never knew earning money is that though!!! Long and dreadful hours = Petty wages..*sad*

However, I like the experience I have learnt from the job that I am currently doing.hehe…=P

Wishing fellow friends a very "Merry" Chrsitmas and a wonderful-joyous New Year!!!

Exam is just around the corner and my stress level has increased tremendously to 92.468%.

There are still tonnes for me to cover and master,namely my Macro,Micro,World History,Islamic History and many more.

I just do not know why some people can sit still for hours to study.Sad to say.i have not figure out my "way" of studying.I hope it is not "it’s lil too late" to figure it our in the wee days before the major hit of STPM.I need miracle to happen.

Things have not really gone smoothly as what i hoped for.My health is at the "average" healthy level.My baby’s health is worst,always getting flu and running nose.I really pity my baby oh…..**sob sob**

I got to go now,otherwise will start dwelling over petty stuffs again…=0)

STPM less than 30 days…stress level…….85.367%

~~ Today things went pretty wrong in the morning.Firstly,i have forgotten to bring the prefect’s room key and as well as the key to Mr.Billy’s store.I have to pick up the newspapers from the guard house and send it up to the foyer.Luckily there’s Xhue Lai to lend me a hand.Thanks girl. =)

Managed to locate those piles of newspapers on the floor in front of the store.So forgetful of me.Pris came later on and helped to distribute the newspapers for the teachers.

Went back to the lousy class (don’t get me wrong,that’s not my class.we’re there only till today),before i could lay my ass on the chair,there came the shortie "security" guard with her hideous-looking umbrella.She started asking around who owns the vehicle "BGS xxxx".I went straight to her and asked her what was the matter.She raised her voice and ordering not to park my car at the teachers’ parking lot.Excuse me,Mr Billy had given me the permission as well as the right to park his place.Unlike someone who has pretty thick epidermis,parked their vehicle there with no permission or what not given by anyone.

That shortie guard,didn’t not give me any chance to explain the situation.But that didn’t;t give her any chance to shoot me just that.I told her off that she may be a ’security’ guard,but she does not have the rights to raise her voice on me.Went straight to the staff’s room and marched straight to Mr Billy’s place.She seemed "softened" down.Voice seemed to have been lowered by an octave!! Mr Billy was on my side!! Thanks sir!!

I have won with glory!! =P

Lunch,tuition and tuition…..

Mid-Autumn festival this year did not bring any significant to me.Nothing at all.No family gathering,not even with friends.THEY HAD their own "lantern playing" gathering and i’m sure none of them invited me.Sigh.

Decided to rush home after tuition ended at 6.45pm,turn on the idiot box and watch my ANTM.Had dinner with sisters.

Sisters wanted to play the lantern and i have to accompany the,as mummy is not home yet.so lame… 

                                                                                     anyway,at least i spent some time with my sisters a.k.a sisters…Yeah baby!!